Seconds of peace.

I need to find happy. Not sure where to look!! I feel crazy and sad and so alone. But in reality, I am not crazy or alone, just sad. And I need to learn to live in the moments...okay that might be a stretch.....the seconds that I am not sad. The second when I feel the ocean breeze and the sunshine on my face. The second my dog wiggles because I am his favorite person on the planet and truly loves me until death do us part. The moment when my granddaughter falls asleep rocking with me and stays there for two hours.....and she is two! Gifts of grace from a God who loves me and is faithful even when no one else is, who promises to never leave or forsake me, and straight up keeps me breathing. Forget happy. I need to remember joy and thankfulness for all of God's grace. Open my eyes to those seconds...and pretty soon they will turn into moments....and who knows maybe hours, days, etc.....ah but right now I will take the seconds.