Pinot anyone?

He is coming to see me today. Driving 350 miles to see me. How do I feel about this? Excited, filled with dread, incredibly sad, nervous, ......tired.  He has made it clear he doesn't want any deep conversation just to hang out and be in each other's company. I am actually more than fine with the no deep conversation part. We talk on the phone everyday and have deep conversation all the time. Life is heavy. I do not want to beat a dead horse! But .....am I his buddy? Am I the key to his kids? Am I his wife who he misses and loves? Ya, I may have an impossible weekend. Pinot anyone?