T & D....and pinot

I'm a drunk texter. Maybe I'm just a drunk. That would suck. Hopefully I'm just a temporary occasional drunk. Damn it. One thing for sure is that I am a mess. Aside from my husband who has basically killed me, I have had the same best friend for 20+ years. When I decided to try to forgive my husband and work things out with him she disappeared. Left me like he did. And tonight, drunk...I am missing her so much I can't stand it. And I drunk texted her.  She is the perfect Christian....not really but she kind of thinks she is. And I am a hot damn mess. And I miss my best friend. I need my best friend. Both of them. Damn it damn it damn it......