The gift that keeps on giving......hurt upon hurt upon hurt and then.......hurt. I may not survive this!! Every aspect of my life is upside down, back flipped, spun dizzy, and spewing vomit everywhere all while continuing to be more upside down, back flipped.....this is the song that never ends.
I am moving 400 miles away from my husband. My husband. I want him to stay my husband, and I am moving 400 miles away from him. I hate moving. I hate starting over. I hate being married, alone. No friends, no familiar grocery store or streets. But I will have the ocean. Familiar. Comforting. Maybe God is giving me a respite by the sea. Maybe I will come out on the other side of this whole, healed, ready for my life. Maybe I will still get to be a wife to my husband. My husband. Whatever happens, God will get me thru. No maybe.
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